My first gaji

Today, mama first day dapat gaji after 31/2 years bercuti & mkn duit gaji babah ajer ...i'm suppose to feel so happy sbb dulu asyik complaint takdak duit, merungut asyik bergantung on babah ajer...but now, bila duit gaji dah didepan mata...not even sekelumit happy yg mama rasa...but more to perasaan just lega sbb dah ada duit sket utk family....because of this money i have to leave my sons for 8 hours a day & separated with my buah hati for months....because of this money jgk babah&anak2 terpaksa berjauhan...but, thats the reality of life..mama takleh nak beremosi2 lagi sekarang...have to be strong for babah tercinta & anak2 tersayang.My doa, hopefully all this dugaan will make us & our love stronger.